what i do on sundays

i watched barbie with my 16 year old sister and i am not ashamed to say it!! AND SHE ISN'T EITHER!

yes, we are two proud young women.

laziness

i am truly the laziest living creature in the whole wide world. i think it's my worst fault.

if i were a cartoon caracter, i would be somewhere between garfield and seth the sloth.

..ha..hahah...ha..

"I'm not French, I'm Portuguese!" ...oh get back to earth missy, europeans are all mixed. it's like right next to each other! there's Spain next to France and then there it is : Portugal.

it's like saying "i'm not Russian, I'm Ukranian" ....get my point?


Remember, we started out as monkeys, and monkeys probably didn't care if they were French or Portuguese. They were just monkeys and that was satisfying enough.

oh mon dieu encore un long article...muaha..ha..ha..

this blog, being of course one of the only places where i can express my thoughts, was NOT supposed to be only about serious stuff but now most of my articles are becoming like..."confidence" and "self-distraction" and "serenity and inner-harmony"....ugh....hahah

i talk about my issues too much i huh? oh what can i say? that's just adolescence...

okay, so, i think i didn't make it clear enough for myself the first time so i'm gonna go ahead and talk MORE about my issues:D

so some people think that, or are upset about me not being interested in a lot of things.

true, cause i don't talk about it, and somehow stuff that i do talk about is the stuff that doesn't really matter.

and true, i am not interested in politics, and i will never pretend like i do. now, books. i won't lie to you, i'm not a big reader. but as the matter of fact, you're the one distracting me, so it's really YOUR fault. (..jk^^)

if i didn't have you, my dear computer, i would be crazy about reading. damn right i would. besides, literature DOES interest me and when i get something in class to read or analyze i am 100% concentrated on doing that.

the only thing i don't want is for people to underestimate me. that's all. cause i know the faults i have and i don't want them being said by others.i don't need them reminding me it constantly.

i am interested in environment, ecology, doing good for people..what else...languages, discovering new things, whatever. i just like to discover all those things on my own time schedule and when i feel like it. i just know that it works better for me. see, i learned french naturally, i didn't have to force myself and now i can proudly say that my writing is definitely better than some french people's writing.

so....yes. that's it for now. i'm gonna go get some sleep....that i never get, not because i do not have time...(which is partially true considering that i need 12hours of sleep per day) but because i have you, my dear computer.

"you are loved"

"you are perfect. you will be loved just the way you are. you are beautiful in all your flaws. you are loved. you were made to be adorned by all of creation. you are loved. you are the peak of creation made with the utmost beauty in thought. you are loved. when God thought of the word beauty, you are what HE saw. He made every part of your body with simplicity and beauty. every cell that makes you, that makes your skin glowing and radiant, every cell that makes your fingers, toes, hands and feet. you are loved. body, your butt, and breasts, your hair, your arms, your back, your thighs and hips, your knees and calves, you are beautiful, you are LOVED. BODY, you were made to be loved. To be gawked at, you were made to be admired and make the world a more beautiful place.BODY YOU ARE LOVED."

i saw this on another girl's blog. i hope anyone who sees this, copies and pastes this and passes this on.

beliefs.

my beliefs told me that i chose my parents.

that i chose my life and the obstacles that came with it, my personality and my entourage. 

i think if my theory is right, then it all makes sense: i think the reason why i'm so interested in zodiacs and astrology and all that is because it's a way of thinking. it's a kind of religion really...and i chose to believe in what it says 'cause it lets me understand others, and myself more. 

and i think since i chose to be born between dec. 23 and jan. 20, there is a reason for that. or if you put it the other way around, then if i chose so many obstacles at the beginning of my life, it's because i wanted to learn faster and because deep down inside i knew that it would be a lesson, that would be useful for the rest of my life.

i'm a goat sign which says that normally if i'm determined to get something i go and get it nomatter how hard it is. i definitely chose to have a lot of challenges in my life, to see how far i go i guess...

"Your token is the Goat which shows just how capable you are of reaching the heights of any mountain."

"You are emotionally cool so you don't warm to people that easily until you get to know them."

"Sometimes others make the mistake of thinking you are elitist. They get the sense you are looking down on them but this is not so because you are actually a very generous person with both your money and your time and if the cause is a worthy one there are fewer who are as generous as you."

"You gain greater strength than others from whatever misfortune occurs."

i chose everything that surrounds me...and if i did it then it's for a reason.

now i know what i have to learn to do in my life time. and i know that it'll take me a long time to accomplish what i have to. 

now i know what to work on...