this blog, being of course one of the only places where i can express my thoughts, was NOT supposed to be only about serious stuff but now most of my articles are becoming like..."confidence" and "self-distraction" and "serenity and inner-harmony"....ugh....hahah
i talk about my issues too much i huh? oh what can i say? that's just adolescence...
okay, so, i think i didn't make it clear enough for myself the first time so i'm gonna go ahead and talk MORE about my issues:D
so some people think that, or are upset about me not being interested in a lot of things.
true, cause i don't talk about it, and somehow stuff that i do talk about is the stuff that doesn't really matter.
and true, i am not interested in politics, and i will never pretend like i do. now, books. i won't lie to you, i'm not a big reader. but as the matter of fact, you're the one distracting me, so it's really YOUR fault. (..jk^^)
if i didn't have you, my dear computer, i would be crazy about reading. damn right i would. besides, literature DOES interest me and when i get something in class to read or analyze i am 100% concentrated on doing that.
the only thing i don't want is for people to underestimate me. that's all. cause i know the faults i have and i don't want them being said by others.i don't need them reminding me it constantly.
i am interested in environment, ecology, doing good for people..what else...languages, discovering new things, whatever. i just like to discover all those things on my own time schedule and when i feel like it. i just know that it works better for me. see, i learned french naturally, i didn't have to force myself and now i can proudly say that my writing is definitely better than some french people's writing.
so....yes. that's it for now. i'm gonna go get some sleep....that i never get, not because i do not have time...(which is partially true considering that i need 12hours of sleep per day) but because i have you, my dear computer.
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