i want too many things

i want to feel the way i felt in my 2nd last article. i shined. i felt good...not the best i could be, but that day (or at least after school...DUHH) i shined from within. i never shine...... i stay matte. and matte means boring, colorless, ....just not me.

i want to sparkle.

i want new things everyday.

i want guys to turn around when i pass by. NOT WHISTLE-that's just not gentle-men like..lol

i want them to stare at me.

i want them to be intrigued by me.

i want to be like a firework.

i want to like going to school.

i want to stop being a mess.

i want to believe. in anyone. in anything.

i want him. or..them..? i want anyone...lol

i want everyday to be better than the one before and always different.

i want to skip this stage of life. i hate my age.

i want to laugh. a lot.

i want everyone fake out of my life.

i want everyone to see the good in people. or at least try to.

i want to cry.

i want to swim naked. (that's umm...random)

i want to feel butterflies in my stomach.

i want them to want me.

i want to have a whole week just like a fairytale.

i want to stop wanting.

i want i want i want MOREEeeee

yeah i want a lot of silly things.