wow..

today was my sad day. cried like a baby...same old same old. and just when i think that if i were in the u.s. i would be in high school..:/ rrr..i'm just upset that all my life's just gonna be a constant battle, whether it's with me or others.

but nevertheless i'm glad i get the chance to smile everyday outside of school. thank god i still have hope...

..i...i wonder does dreaming really keep you from feeling awful? 
is it a way of escape? or it just aggravates everything?